So Close But So Far Apart

 Sorrrryy i didn't post today bs i was soo busy :s we had this photoshoot thing that we went to today and it was fun but took sooo long w kan 7AAARR! and the guy asked me if i wanted to model for him :$ bs gltla im going bak home in 2 days and then he told me lama i come back LOL anywayz since i didn't post today this a random post 7gkum w inshala bacher ra7 i post bs i've been doing last minute things gbl ma ard ilq8 :S

HERS:
   She was standing there. As soon as he got in her heart skipped a beat. She held her breath and couldn't inhale. Her head dropped down and her hair covered the left side of her face blocking out his view of her face. His smell was filling up the elevator. His heat was warming up the place. She could hear his breathing. His presence alone brought life to the closed up elevator. She began to feel moisture in her eyes. Her blinking quickened trying to fight away her tears. The attempt was a failure and the tears began to rapidly fill up her eyes. 

   Her lips began to tremble. With every  ounce of power and strength in her she stopped the tears from rolling down and from gasping for air. The worst part of it all was being so close to him and feeling him looking at her but she couldn't touch him. She couldn't turn around and get lost in his eyes. She couldn't walk up to him and place her lips on his soft loving lips and allow him to take her to a whole different place. His smell was killing her. His presence was hurting her. 

   She couldn't stand this anymore and wanted to get out but she was stuck in this elevator with him. She couldn't go anywhere before the doors opened. She heard him move his legs. Her heart skipped another beat as the thought of him walking up to her and placing his hands on her skin filled her head. She felt goosebumps and a shiver run up and down her spine. 

   Oh how she would love his hands to touch her skin. She closed her eyes for a split second trying to shut out all of these thoughts. The elevator pinged signaling that they have reached their floor. As she opened her eyes her tears began to make their way down her cheek and she practically ran out the door before he could say or do anything. She never knew she could be so close to him but feel so far away and it was the most painful feeling she would ever experience.

HIS:
   The doors opened and as soon as he looked up his eyes saw her. His soul found its match. His heart found its source of energy. His body found its warmth. He walked in and stood behind her to her left. Her hair blocked his view of her face. He  tried to stay as calm as he possibly could. He tried to prevent himself from reaching out to touch her. 

   He wanted to turn her around and hold her so close to his body but he couldn't. That would just hurt her even more. He wanted to move closer and just breath in her smell but he couldn't do that either. He knew it would be dangerous to be that close to her. He wouldn't be able to control himself. He needed to be close to her, he wanted her, wanted to touch her to get his thinking back into order. To get his heart to beat regularly again. To get his eyes to feel like they are seeing normally again as they look at her beautiful features and her deep eyes. 

   He wanted to lift her up and kiss her. Only after he has kissed her would be be able to breath again. She had this effect on him. He fidgeted in his place trying to put himself together and stop thinking about her. He knew if he tried to do anything right now he would only be hurting her even more. As he looked up to the ceiling trying to distract himself he heard the elevator ping. 

   He looked back down only to find the doors opening and her rushing out. He ran out after but as soon as he stepped out he stood there. He knew she was crying because she was still hurting and being so close to him hurt even more. If only she knew how more it was hurting him not to being able to hold her in his arms to comfort her. He let her walk away. Being in that elevator with her is as close as he could get to her for the time being.