Rebound Chapter 11: Out In The Open

I just want to clear things up with the date la2na i kind of confused myself LOOL *hands on face*

SOO.. 3 months after 7amad broke up with Jenna he met Razan and they've been dating for about 8 months now. :D

and with the colors:

Razan: pink

7amad: yellow

Aseel: green

any one else that is in the post for while is going to be blue.

anything in italics is their thoughts

enjooooyy :**

   Razan was beyond relieved, she was able to take a deep breath and to relax every muscle in her body. She hasn't realized how tense her body has been the past few days. She was surprised that after that night she hasn't lost it again. He hurt her in so many ways and she felt betrayed but now she knows he never would do that.

   "After that day lama I bumped into you in the library, I didn't mention anything to any of the guys bs uhma 7asaw ina fe shay 9ayr because apparently they thought i was happy all of a sudden." His eyes were twinkling as he remembered what it was like when he first met her. She did change him from the moment he laid eyes on her. He really was happy.

   "Fa marra after i was speaking to you outside the campus the guyz called me w galoly aroo7 ag3ad ma3ahm at the coffee shop. Awal ma dshait chan ystalmony w yg3don ygwlon mab'3ait you talk to her w mn hal 7achy because they saw me standing with you. Nasser kan ga3d ma3anna and he had no idea what they were going on about fa sa2lhm chan yg3don ygwlon ina 9arlhm 3 months y7awlon ina they fix me up and always say no w after they saw how i was looking at you they tried to convince to talk to you w a5eeran i got the courage and all that."

   He was sort of laughing as he said that because it was a bit funny when he remember how Nasser turned that whole conversation into him using Razan to get over Jenna.

    "So you seeee... Nasser misunderstood the whole situation w I'm not mad at him la2na uhwa faham ina they pushed me to get to know... w bs thats the whole thing. 3araftay laish he told you what he told you??" He touched her chin lightly trying to get her to smile

   He loved her eyes. They are the doors to her heart and soul. He loved their color, they were beautiful. She can never hide anything from him because he can instantly know everything as soon as he looked at her eyes. They speak their own language and that moment they are speaking of the love she holds within her and about the guilt she is feeling for coming up with her own conclusions and not giving 7amad a chance from the beginning.

   "Razan.. I dont want you feeling bad for anything that happened. I can see it in your eyes. Ana 3aref laish intay you reacted that way and i don't blame you. I don't blame you at all." He gave her that billion dollar smile of his to reassure her. "I love you w 3omry mara7 aswe shay jr7ech, As long as I am with you ra7 aswe kilshay in my power ini as3dech w aray7ch." Razan dipped her down "I'm sorry, I love you too..."

   "Yalla help me get up and change 3ashan aroo7 i sign the discharge papers and get out of here." He tried to sound positive. She jumped up from the bed excited that 7amad is getting out finally! She skipped her way to cupboard and pulled out his roll-on suitcase and carefully folded his clothes and placed them in the bag. She pulled out grey track pants and a white t-shirt and his navy blue ralph lauren pull over since it was cold outside.

   "Yalla 7bebi i help you get you legs over and help you put your shirt and pull over on w ba3dain a6la3 3shan you put your track pants on w itha you need help with that i'll call the nurse." She couldn't help but notice how he was looking at her with this look that she can't understand. It was  new look, one she never saw in his eyes. It made her feel funny. She began blushing, she always feels more aware of herself when someone just looks at her as she does her own thing.

   "7amad stop looking at me please tadre ma7d a7ad y6al3ny chthe!" He let out a quick laugh and then looked away. If only she knew why i was looking at her like that. I can't wait until she's mine, all mine. Until we can live under one roof together. I love her so much i wish she could know how much i love her i can't think of a spectacular thing to do other than propose that she would love, i don't want to scare her off.... i guess something will come up in time.

    She took his shirt off carefully without hurting him folded it and placed it to a side. As she turned back to face him their faces were so close. All she could see where his eyes that were focused on something. He was concentrating on something else. He was looking at her lips. It was the first time she ever saw this look in his eyes. It was a look of need, love and something.. something she couldn't recognize, it was lust.

   They have never kissed. 7amad was scared that he would hurt her is some many ways. He always treated her like a rare fragile porcelain doll. He didn't want to break her and was scared. But this time he just couldn't peel his eyes of her lips. They look better then ever. They were full pink and luscious. How was he able to control himself around her.

   He saw the movement of muscles in her neck and throat as she gulped. It only moved him even more he wanted to reach out and touch her soft skin but he didn't. "eemm.. 7amad..." He quickly snapped back to reality and moved his head back to look at her. "Hmmm.." That was all he could say, he lost all his words, he forgot how to speak for a few seconds. "Shfeech?"

   "Yalla put your shirt on 3ashan a5alek talbs your track pants." She knew what he was thinking but tried not to show it. As much as she wanted him to make the move she still thought it was better that he didn't

   He lifted his arms up so she could slip his t-shirt on. Razan sneaked a look at his perfectly sculpted body. It was so muscular, not too muscular that it puts you off, just the right amount of muscles. She smiled as a thought slowly creeped into her head. My man is smoking hot and then she blushed a bit. "Shfech your blushing chthe??" She was surprised, she can't believe he caught her blushing at her own thoughts.