no excuses this time :s

Hey everyone
i know i was suppose to post a long time ago but i didn't :s *hands on face*
i don't have a good excuse for being this late
especially since i have, up until now, been a bad blogger
all i can say is the weekend i was suppose to post in was busy and a mess because i spent it worrying about my flight back to kuwait and packing etc and then from sunday to tuesday afteroon i didn't sleep ila ymkn 2 hours bcz i was going back and forth from home to airport then finally got on a flight and had to stay in dubai for 7 freakin hours without any sleep because i was got to the point where i was so tired i just couldn't sleep and i was too worried and stressed out and i just wanted to get home even if i had to walk the way!
basically those 3 days i was close to having a nervous breakdown, i was so frustrated!
and most of you probably wont get hows its like the first few days after coming home but they're pretty hectic and i just haven't had the time to write at all even when i'm actually home!!
i haven't finished the post and i keep changing it cause i think something else would be better
i wont make promises to when im going to post l2na i might break that promise and i've been a very bad blogger already!
i really am sorry because i made a commitment to you guys ina aktb this story regularly and everyone who is reading would like this to know where this story is heading and whats happening and i havent been able to give you that :s
i hope you guys still are interested in the story and do continue reading because i have it all planned out and inshala ra7 ta3jbkum
once again im so sorry about this :s
inshala ra7 tlgon post soon
im going to try and write now since mako a7ad at home (especially since my niece and nephew are at school and my youngest nephew is napping so its dead quiet and i might get a bit of writing done before they come home and attack me) ;p
thanks for those of you who commented on my posts even and for those who are still waiting for my posts
love u all :***
P.S. anonymous commenters pls put down an initial, letter, name, anything bs 3ashan a3arf mno intaw, i'd love to know who is commenting :***
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