Sorry 6awlt again excuse me bs i was a bit busy. Adry the post isn't that good bs my back is aching so much 9arle a few days and im finished it 3shan i wanted to post it before i sleep to forget about the pain w bcz maby a6awl zyada 3laikm! inshala you like and enjoy it :**
A7mad woke up the next day to find himself under the covers and the door closed. He quickly got up and washed up in the bathroom and did his business then went downstairs to look for Jenna. She must have woken up before him. That was good though. He had no idea how he slept there last night.
He went downstairs to find Jenna setting the table for breakfast. "Oh good your up! good morning." If anyone was to see Jenna now he wouldn't believe what she went through last night. She looked like a completely different person. "Good morning, laish kil hatha? ta3abtay nafsh mala da3y!" He was mesmerized by her look. She had a smile plastered across her face and her eyes seemed like they were sparkling. He couldn't help but wonder if this was all an act to show people she has a hard happy exterior or if she was genuinely happy. "Laa shda3waa! kint ga3da embacher glt aswelna shay nakla 3shan gbl ma namshy... wait i just noticed that 7amad dropped us off ams! shlon bnjra3?"
He was looking at the food she made, pancakes, scrambled eggs, omelets, hash browns, toast, sausages. Everything looked delicious. "Lat7aten ana dgait 3la our driver eyi ehni in and hour and a half. Itha tben etrden broo7ch yrdch w ba3dain he'll come back for me w itha ma tben you go alone with the driver i'll come back with you, ili yra7ych"
Jenna thought it was rude for her go and leave him since its his driver so she said it would be ok with her. They were to drop her off at 7amad's dads company since she left her car there last night. They had their breakfast and chatted for a while until the driver came. They went to company and a7mad made sure she got into her car and drove off. He didn't know where she was going and he didn't want to intrude so he didn't ask he was sure she was going to speak to 7amad.
7amad ,on the other hand, didn't get much sleep. He was thinking about Razan all night and also about bader. He couldn't comprehend everything that happened and how Razan would know bader. It didn't seem right. None of this was right. He missed her terribly but didn't want to call her for three reasons.
One: He didn't know if she had cooled down yet and is willing to listen to him
Two: He was sort of mad about the Bader incident
Three: If he brings up the Bader incident she might think he was looking for something so he can get mad at her and they would be "even"
For the first time he really didn't know what to do. He felt lost. He felt lost without her. It really is true that you don't know what you've got till its gone. 7amad didn't want her to be gone. He wanted her, he needed her. She couldn't just decide for all of this to be over without talking everything through. She just can't!
Over at Razan's room her mother had just walked in to wake up her daughter for breakfast and to check up on her. She came home the night before crying her heart out. Her mother had no idea what had happened and her heart broke at the sight of her daughter crying in her arms for hours. When Razan finally decided to speak up her mother was shocked at what she had said and refused to explain her decision. It troubled her and she couldn't think of any reason why Razan would say that. She had told her mother that she no longer wants 7amad and that she should call and tell his mother that and there is no reason for them to come in the future 3shan ya56bonha.
As curious as her mother was she didn't push her daughter knowing when the time is right she would come to her senses and change her mind or at least give them a valid reason.
She sat at the edge of Razan's bed and looked at her face. It wasn't peaceful anymore. Her eyes were puffy and red from all the crying. Tiredness was overtaking her innocent pure face. She looked tense and every muscle in her face was far from relaxed. Her mother stroked her hair and kissed her forehead. Razan fidgeted a bit and stretched out before opening her eyes.
She slowly opened her eyes and looked at her mom. It hasn't registered that she woke up. Her head was pounding and it was very painful she didn't know why. She saw her mother smiling at her but her eyes were sad. Then she remembered. It all came rushing back. Every event of the night before came rushing back into her head and the pain intensified.
Razan's face turned to the other side not wanting to face her mother after what had happened last night. "9ba7 il5air 7bebti.. ha shlonech al7en?" As much as Razan didn't want to answer but she had to. Even though she knew where this conversation was heading. "9ba7 ilnor... im fine.." Her mother knew better than to believe her. "etg9en 3la omch Razan? wayhech ygol kl shay bs maygol inch ur fine now..." She waited for a response but Razan didn't give one. There was no point in answering, she won't like what she has to say anyways.
"Razan...'3ayrtay raych 3an 7amad? mara7 etgolenli laish chthe 9ar fech ams??" Razan was mad again. God why don't they get it 5ala9 ma abeee! "La mama ma'3yart raye! wla ra7 a'3ayr raye! and i don't want to talk about it!!" She got up and jumped off the bed walking furiously to the bathroom to avoid anymore questions or stares from her mother.
She jumped into the shower straight away. Nothing better than the hot water and steam to ease her nerves and take away the thumping pain in her head. She just stood there under the steaming hot water for 15 minutes allowing it loosen her up and calm her down. She then began to lather her hair up with the shampoo and scrub herself with the shower gel before stepping out and going back into her room to get dressed. An oversized shirt and leggings seemed like the perfect thing to wear with the mood she was in. She tied her wet hair up in a bun and applied cream on her face and body.
Razan grabbed her laptop and plugged her headphones in. Opened her itunes and clicked on "Rashed Almajed's" playlist and allowed it to take her to a whole different universe. Away from all of this. She laid down on the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling. She had no appetite what so ever and refused to have breakfast, lunch or dinner.
That was how the next few days passed. Razan stayed in her room doing random things and staring into mid air blankly and 7amad would think all night and spend the days making up for the sleepless nights, yroo7 ildwaneya w yg3ad ma3a rab3a to waste time, or buries himself in work at his dad's company.
Neither one of them called. They both waited for one of them to make the first move as they were both confused and thought the other person uhwa ili '3al6an w ham eb nafs ilwakt needs time to cool down. 7amad began believing that maybe she did know Bader and Razan began to believe that 7amad was really taking the opportunity to get back with Jenna.
Until one day, Razan woke up and decided that she wanted to cut her trip short and go back to the states early and get away from all of this and from her parents insisting she explains why she suddenly didn't want 7amad.
first of all salamtich alf alf salamaaaaah...matshoofen shar enshAllah...9i7itch aham shay...el blog lazmm ekoun a5er hamich...its true we will miss u bas ur health comes first :*
ReplyDeletethani shay....ana mn 9ji 9rt ma3arf shagoul ow sha5ali mn elmad7 wana agra ur blog...walla jad u leave me speechless everytime... ur such an amazing talent...u need to become published.
i love how u describe everything in the perfect amount of details where u let the readers imagine the setting perfectly...one word MASHALLAAAAAAAAAAH
3aini 3alaich barda...
i truly wish u recover from ur pain cus u dont deserve it... love u:*:*
7ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaati...
ReplyDeletesalaaaaaaaaamtivh ya 7ilwa...
enshallah y6eeb your back bser3a...
back pain 7ada disabling wallah...
aham shay elback...
salamtich 7beebti...
elpost y3awer elgalb...
chee 7alat-hom takser el5a6er wallah...
bas they will sort it out eventually 9a7???
ehya betred 7ag 7beebha...
razan and 7amad...
oo a7mad is gonna fall in love with jenna...
oo bader is gonna fall in love with aseel...
oo kelehom they will get married...
9a7?????????
hehehehehehehehe...
love u 7beebat galbi...
ma tshoofeen shar...
ay shay tabeena, u know my mail...
3yooooooooooni lich yal'3alya...
love u...
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7beeeeeeeebty salamaat ma sthoofen shar
ReplyDeleteinshalah yrooo7 il pain
i loved the post kasreeeeeen 5a6rii 7amad o razan
love yooooooooooooou
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nawari: allah ysalmch 7bbeebtii :** la i'm trying my best ina i post regularly bs with my back and the things im doing shway mu mla7ga.. hehe 7yate matga9reen bs published mara wa7da im not that great to have my work published bs ma adry what might happen ;p lol
ReplyDelete7yate inta thanks walla :** love u
7awoor: allah yslamch 7yate :** ee ana wayd ta3abt mn my back 9arle about 6 years ma3a back back and i got all sorts of diagnosis's last doctor i went to galy i have a herniated disc :s
hehe inshalaa you will like where this is going ;) and thanks so much mag9rtay i'll let u know if i do love uuu :**
um flfola: allah ysalmch w shar mayeech :** love u mooree glad u loved the post
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amoore: im glad i have a new follower :** allah ysalmch shar mayeech! inshala i'll check it out now ;) thank u sweety :**
ReplyDeleteSalamaat machofeen shar 7beebti.. walla your amazing .. the way you write is 3ajeeb *mashalla*
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Salama :D
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