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As much as i wanted this to be longest post since its the last post bs lama 5ala9ta 7sait ktabt ashya2 malha da3y w wayd 6awlt ilsafla so i cut things out.
I hope you enjoy the ending.
Inshala its what you expected and more.
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7sait ina their lives were real
There feelings, there thoughts, their decisions were all real
Im sad it ended
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because i met people here
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Previously:
She finished early that day so she went down to the living room to wait for her mother and the visitors to come. As she was flipping through the channels she remembered that she left her phone upstairs so she went back up to her room to get it. While she was up in her room, she heard the door down stairs close and she assumed it was her mother. She skipped on the stairs making her way back down to living room "Mamaa... is that you? are you back yet?"
There was no answer. The house was still quiet. All she could hear was the sound of her heels and the tv. "Mama..." She entered the living room to find wa7d em8atr sitting on the couch all alone giving her his back. She stood where she was and was confused. The man got out of his seat, fixed his 8etra and turned around to look at her.
Once he turned around her and faced her, Razan's mouth fell wide open "You???"
------------------------------ "What are you doing here??" Razan feared that someone might see him here "Well, i came to see if you were fine, you didn't seem ok last night." Although he was trying to stay serious but Razan could see the humor in his eyes. "Ok know you know im fine, can you please leave al7en!" That wasn't a question it was more of an order. "Shfech chthe msta3eela, chnech taben ta6rdeni..." Razan closed her eyes for a second to keep it together and took a deep breath to stay calm "Inta wain murtek 3anek? Why aren't with her, mu tawkum mtzawjen???" 7amad gave her a one sided smile. "Murti zayra ahalha ilyoum, just because we're married doesn't mean we are glued together." A question kept popping up in Razan's head. "Does she know you're here?" Razan felt like he had expected that question and had the perfect answer for it but replied her to her question with a question "Why do you care so much? laish kil hal as2la?" Razan turned around and gave 7amad her back and crossed her hands across his chest "I don't care, so please can you leave now?" Just as she finished her sentence the door bell rang. Razan turned around looking at a 7amad with a scared look. "Hathaila akeed uhma!! What am going to do?? Shbgolhum!! Mno inta??" "Besmllah shfech? Lat7aten, ana a3arf ilnas ili yayenlk, w ana adre yayen ya56bonch, w il ryal ili yabech ana a3arfa a7s mn nafse, that is why im here. I'm here 7g ilryal.." Razan couldn't believe he was so over her that he was here 3ashan ya56bonha 7g his friend. The door bell rang again and she realized that the people are still waiting outside. She quickly made her way to the door and opened it. There was a young woman, about her age standing outside. "ilsalama 3laikum" "w 3laikum ilsalam.. tfathlay." Razan stepped aside and opened the door more allowing more than enough space for her to enter. "Dam fathlech... sorry ina yait embacher, bs glt aye gabl ilahal." She had to most welcoming smile ever. The kind of smile that makes you smile as well. "La 3ade ma3lai ilbait baitech... tfathlay il9alla." The girls made their way to the living room and sat down with 7amad right in front of them. Something wasn't right and Razan didn't like the look of this at all. She turned around and faced the nice young woman. "Mat3arfna 3laich..." She looked at 7amad and then back at Razan "Ana lulu..." Razan's eyes were wide open. "Lulu? As in..." She kept pointing at 7amad and lulu back and forth. "...you two are..." She had no idea what to say. She didn't know if Lulu knew about everything so she kept quiet but a second later she realized there was no point in staying quiet. After all they were both here and something fishy was going on. Razan shot out of her place and stood right in front of 7amad with anger and rage over-powering her. "What are you trying to do haa??? Rub it my face? You've done more that rub it, you have shoved it into my face! What are you trying to get across?? I get it! I was stupid and stubborn and maybe even too selfish but its too late! Can't you just accept that i regret every decision i made and forgive me!" Razan turned around and gave both of them her back. "Razan, it's not what you think please come back and sit down w ana afahmch, just calm down please, walla ra7 tfhmen kilshay bs ta3alay g3day" "Mabe ag3ad just tell me what you want to say, 7tan lo adre its probably one of those just move on speeches." She had no interest in anything either one of them were going to say. "Fine, if you insist.... Razan ana awal ma 56bony 7g 7amad w shfta knt a7s wa7f mu7taram but with time gmt a7s ina his heart and his brain where occupied with someone else. He wasn't interested in me, he wasn't excited. Every man and woman lama ykonoon ma56oben 7g ba3ath there is always excitement in their eyes. But 7amad was far from excited. Knt acahthb roo7y w agool ina mako shay, im just over reacting until one time when we went out for dinner together to get to know each other. Throughout the whole dinner ma kan ga3d y6al3ne, i mean ga3d y6ale3ni bs ga3d yshofne as another person." Razan was still standing with her back to the both of them but she could hear truth in her voice. She wasn't lieing, everything she had said so far was seemed to be the genuine truth. "I gathered up my courage and asked him. I wasn't ready to get involved in a serious marriage with someone who is always thinking about another woman. Ana ma wafa8t 3lai ila la2na as i was told, 7amad was the one that wanted me, he chose me. I asked if he really wanted me w mn radat fe3la to my question i knew the answer. But instead of standing up and storming out, it didn't bother me so much to be honest. I don't love him 3shan a'3ar 3lai wla a7tar after all it's an arranged family marriage. We started talking about it and for some reason 7amad opened up to me. Galy kilshay. I saw it in his eyes i saw everything and i just saw it in your eyes lama 3balch ini ana murta. Razan lo ana mas2lta w tzawjna chan ana 9rt his rebound, you were never his rebound, i was going to be the rebound girl w mako wa7da trtha 3la nafs'ha hal shay. Im glad 3raft 7amad. He's is a genuine guy and he truly loves you, im glad i met him 3ashan i help him get you back. Stop fighting your feelings and just admit them" Lulu said more than enough. She didn't say another word. Razan still didn't turn around but Lulu was certain that she was crying and holding back her sobs. Razan slowly turned around and looked at Lulu. Her eyes were full of pain. Her eyes were asking Lulu for help. Tears were all over her cheeks. Her mascara was all over the place. Razan tapped her foot on the floor out of nerves and fear like a 7 year who was too scared to say a word. her legs couldn't hold her up anymore and she was scared. 7amad got up and walked out of the living room. Razan thought he was leaving. She didn't want him to leave because this time if he leaves it is actually it. Lulu got up and walked towards Razan, held her by the hand and led her towards the door. "Emshay ma3ay shway. " Razan had no control over her body. She didn't say no, she just walked. Lulu led her to outside the living room and found 7amad standing right in front of them. As soon as he saw them he got down on one knee and opened a red tiny box that a ring that was bigger than the first one he gave her. "This time im proposing jdam kilman, 3shan matgwlen ina kan bs 7ache...Razan please for the second time and al7en you have no excuse now... mara7 agool shay zyada akthar mn ili sma3te all im going to say is...will you be my wife?" Razan looked up and found bothe her parents standing by the stairs looking at them. Her father was smiling. "Baba, 7amad ili kan yay ya56ebni?" All her father did was nod. "Razan, 7amad n9eebch lat'thay3ena mn eedch mara thanya, now you know what its like lama yroo7 mn eedch for good and when you were this close to being someone elses...." Razan was scaerd. Is this for real? What should I do? She turned and looked at Lulu and saw anticipation in her eyes, she looked her mother who had her hands held up to her chest with her fingers intertwined waiting for this to end. She looked back down at 7amad and saw the pleading in his eyes. She closed her eyes and began to nod and a tear began to make its way down her cheek "Yes..." 7amad quickly stood up and walked up to her. He cupped her face, look deep into her eyes then kissed the crown of her head with so much love and regret. He pulled away but kept his chin on her head "walla ini a7bch" Razan rested her head on his chest and began to cry so hard "Im sorry 7amad... i swear im sorry, i never meant for this to happen..." As she began to sob 7amad lifted her head and looked her in the eye "5ala9 don't be sorry... sshh" He wiped away her tears with her thumb. Razan remembered her parents standing there so she moved away from 7amad out of embarrassment. She ran to her father and threw herself into his arms hugging him so tight never wanting to let go. "Baba, im sorry! im sorry i put you all through this, it was selfish of me and i was only thinking about myself and didn't consider what effect this might have had on any of you..." Her father stroked her hair and whispered into her ear "Your my daughter, at7mal kilshay bs 3ashan ashof ilsa3ada b3ainch" She looked up at her father and he was right, happiness and piece is all he could see in her beautiful sparkling light grey eyes. "Mabrook 7bebti..." Her mother held out her hands for her daughter and Razan ran into the arms that always kept her safe. The arms that cradled her when she was sick, sad, worried, happy or excited. The arms of the first person who shielded her from harm the moment she was born into this world. "This is your home, this is were you will always belong whenever you need anything... al7en rw7ay 7ag raylech 5al yfra7 fech 3ugb hal na6ra il6weela.." She kissed Razan on her cheeks and let go of her. As much as she didn't want to let go, she was sure there were another pair of arms that will shield her from anything that might harm her for the rest of her life.
Tboon post 3an il3ers????
wla tbon epilogue????
wla tbona i leave it as it is???? :D
Bshof shno il majority say and i will decide based in that
inshala fe post soon 3an the story im going to write next. inshala ta3jbkm il idea w itha you don't like it so much i don't mind changing it around a bit ;)
